| hey there people. did everyone have a good thanxgiving? hopefully so. i went to albequerque && had an okay time. let me tell you what happened. it was thanxgiving morning, && everything was going great.... until my dad called. you see, my dad had been feeling sick, so he didnt go to albequerque w/ us. he said he'd meet up w/ us in albequerque early thursday morning. so 12 o'clock rolls around. he's not there. then 1, still not there. && finally about 2 he calls, && you know what he says?!?? he said that the dogs had busted a pipeline under the house because i didnt close the cellar doors. not only did they bust a pipe, they also drug everything out. there was a ginormous mess in the yard. so my mom yells @ me like no other. she always has a way of making me feel like shit like no one else. so i didnt even have an appetite, so i didnt eat much. then later that night, my cousin gabe, his sister natalie, her bf jay, chris, my aunt nancy, && myself played cards. && you know who won??!?!? me o' course! but yeah, other than that, the holiday kinda sucked.
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secrets dont make friends.
He sits there & cries
Tears of sorrow
fill his eyes
Silent screams
& cries of pain
Arms full of cuts
&& scars of shame
Alone in this world,
a blade as a friend
To stop his pain,
to make it all end
He lies in his regret,
spills of blood drop
This is his way
to make it all stop
because of you
he never smiles
but he never
sheds a tear
because of you
he never laughs
but he still has
everything to fear
because of you
he cuts himself
but he never
lets anyone know
because of you
he's hardly living
but continues his life
filled with woes
because of you
his life is miserable
but he tries to forget
the things you said
because of you, my darling
your ex-lover is dead |
